in search of something more

,,,having had the time to spend thinking, i am in search of a major career move. the very idea of going back to work scares the **** out of me. my chest gets tight, i feel nervous and anxious, and my head begins to hurt.

i am a good agent, i have been told that numerous times. i am good with the callers and good with my co-workers. i just really don't wanna be a call centre agent anymore.

so we had an appointment with my gp, and he has put me off for a month, while i de-stress. or DIS stress, both apply. i have filled out profiles on every job bank thingy imaginable and have sent email resumes out to local courier companies. i love to travel, i love to drive, i am very personable, and have an excellent driving record. i am mature and repsonsible, and really want to do this.

while pervin' facebook, i have joined some different groups, and added some more silliness to my page. gotta luv the internetz.
i have made some new friends and have chatted with them online and thru fbook. really lots of fun.

we are getting ready to hold a yard sale. we have a few items that are no longer needed.....i am purging like a mad woman really. got some furniture and household items, got books and appliances, a truck cap, off LT, and storage shelving unit. there is also the electric lawn mower which we bought last year, after the grass grew ... now i have dad's 20 year old LAWNBOY running and prefer using it...less likely to run over the extension cord with a gas lawn mower...lol.

our flowers are growing nicely, and if i would just take a minute i will put some new pictures up. might do well to take some pictures of the yard sale items as well and post them on my fbook group classified site. just want to hope the weather stays nice for it.

speaking of weather, it has been bloody hot and humid here. today it is supposed to be up near 40C with the humidex reading, that is too ********* hot for me. i am ever thankful for the air conditioner, let me tell ya!

Well, i have to go out in the heat for a little while, supposed to take the boy to the bank and run a few errands. take care all and thanks for stopping by!!!!!!