day29/3~ night sweats and dreams and 230am for i can't remember how many nights in a row now. i will be posting just before i head off to bed for a while now, just to put a period at the end of each day, and reflect on the day's events.
yesterday was ok thru the day, it is evening time that is sucking, BAD. mind you it was only day 2. things are bound to suck for a while. and well, our bodies are getting healthy again, and that takes time. Nico the bastard monster is leaving us. from all we have read, without adding nicotine to the body, he'll be dead in 3 days. we are starving him. yaay us.
bestus said last night that if she was doing this stop smoking thing by herself, she would not have made it through day one. i am very proud of her. she wants this as much as i do. we are gonna make it, it is just gonna suck for a while.
i guess once we get our minds set as non smokers it will be ok. but for now, not that easy. bestus found a great little pick me up on the internet. http://theconspiratorsnest.blogspot.com/2007/08/quitting-smoking-day-3-crying-jags-and.html this is about how we felt last night before heading to bed. too funny.
well, enough for now, gonna check a few blogs, leave a few comments, and read a little then go back and try and sleep some more, after all it is only 230am. more tonight in its own post. .....poet
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