Monday, April 26, 2010

good morning blogasphere~ today is the b ...

good morning blogasphere~ today is the beginning of not smoking. had the last ones last night. feeling good about the decision. bestus is not up yet, hope she will have a good day too. we have been preparing for this as we would a marathon. i remember something was said in comments: we didn't prepare this much when we started smoking: aint that the truth! wish us luck! will amend this post as day 27/1 goes along!!

ok so it is 809pm here in our happy little world. our smoke free world. we are doing it. we have not had a smoke all day. i am not gonna say it has been easy, but it is a little easier for me than it is going for bestus. she is thinking about smoking alot. she has a squishy ball to squeeze, got some crossword puzzles to work on, and deep breathing through a craving is also something we both do.  for me, i have had 2 noticeable cravings today.  the champix is working to keep the physical cravings at bay, and well, i am also using my past (drinking experience) to help me. if i smoke, it will kill me. i need to build up in my mind a fear of the smoke, just like i pretty much have a fear of starting drinking again.

unfortunately, bestus does not have that experience to draw on. and she smoked for longer than i did. i guess we will have to just mourn the loss of nico, the evil nicotine bastard monster. :)

so in answer to your question, TQ,,,,i think we are getting on ok.

more tomorrow as we continue the story......................poet and bestus.

8 comments:

  1. So...Come on we're dying to know how you got on

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  2. Well done folks! Tomorrow will be even easier!

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  3. btw, I'm going on holidays tomorrow, but look forward to reading how you are getting on when I'm back in 10 days

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  4. zoe, TQ, and Peets. thank you for your support, it sure means a lot~ and Peets, have a great holiday. where are you headed off to? come to think of it, where in the world are you? have a good night all. we're gonna make it, lots of herbal and regular decaf teas, and spearmint flavoured gum. :) hope that we sleep well tonight too.

    oh on to something else- we ordered and had delivered our supplies to build a deck in the yard beside our home. neither bestus nor i have ever done anything like this before, but we'll try anything once....thank god for the internet, step by step and how to's are super helpful.

    more tomorrow......poet and bestus :)

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  5. I'm in Dublin, about 50 miles from where Zoe is. Tomorrow 20 of us are going to Egypt to the Red Sea where we have a boat chartered for 6 fantastic days of scuba diving in the middle of nowhere - one of my reasons to kick the weed to make that precious air last longer :)

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  6. have a fabulous time, peets. do you have a bloggy page? or just email? it would be nice to have a cross the world chat one day if we can get clear of all the time zones. :) looking forward to hearing all about egypt.

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  7. well done guyson day 1! Peets I am uber jealous as I am a huge scuba diving fan!!!

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