Day 9 today. ~ so far so good. yesterday ...

Day 9 today. ~ so far so good. yesterday was a pretty good day too. glad our non smoking buddies from across the pond are checking up on us!!

yesterday morning, i had a 'spell'. i woke up and had to use the bathroom around 230am. so i went. it took a little bit of effort to reach the light switch it seemed, and then the next thing i know i hit the floor, in a puddle of pee i might add. i don't know how long i was there for, i failed to look at the clock again. i did not awaken bestus, but kane did bark and come out to see what was going on in the hall, then he went back to bed with k. i got up, cleaned up pee, got washed off, and headed back to my room for clean jammies and back to bed. that was weird.

today i went to the doc, and told him about that, among other things we were to discuss, and he ordered a bunch of tests, i will soon hear about those. meanwhile, my right elbow and wrist are really sore today. yes, i took some tylenol.

i am in a pissy mood now, because i want the deck done, and we just need a little help getting it started. and we dunno who to ask. crap. now i wanna smoke. crap crap. k was saying she was thinking alot about it today too. 9 is a multiple of 3, so maybe that is what is bugging us today.

bestus is gonna email the future SIL, J and see if he will give us a little nudge in the right direction with that deck. (crap, maybe we should have just done patio stones, crap. i need my lunch and a nap i guess).

until later on...........poet